Dear Myself,

Why is everything happening to me? MOst of those girls get what they want. While me? What do I get? NOTHING! Freak. I know I'm just stressing myself. Why aren't you there for me when I neede you the most? I want to be with you.

I want to be like every girl. Only God knows best. I don't want all those. I DON'T WANT,you get it?! I'm freaking out in my house. I don't want all those. I want you to take me away. Far far away. Away from all of these things. I don't want to face all this. Bring me with you. I want to have fun,that's all.

It's so nice seeing other girls that way. I'm so bad,I'm pessimistic,I can be wild,I can be daring if you challenge me. For how long am I going to be like this? My world is full of doubts. And I just don't like it. My world's turning upside down. I'm fat,nobody likes me. I'm bad,a very bad daughter.

Am i right? Well,its right,I shouldn't rush about all these at this point of time. Just because I'm like this,nobody wants to befriends with me? Well,there's somemore people like me out there. So,I shouldn't be demoralising myself. Well,I'm a teenager. I want to feel what other teenage girls are experiencing. Why should I?

I'm a human being with feelings too. Boyfriend,bring me together with you. I don't care where you're bringing me to,I know,I want to get away from all this. I don't wish to have this kind of feelings. It totally suck. I may be healthy now. But I may not know,what may happen next?

If I seek attention,nobody's going to care me? I know. I'm just a nuisance to everyone. Including you. I just need sometime out. Bring me there,bring me to the place that I'm craving to go. I want to go to an island,an island where no one's there. Its only you and me baby.

Why can't I just be as lucky as them? Am i borned to be unlucky,unappreciative,bad,rude,pessimistic? I just don't know. "Oh God,bring me some shine to my world,it's so dark in here." I guess,happiness for me have come to a STOP. My world's turning upside down. And,nobody cares about that so do they love me. I hate being in this situation. Bring me to a place.

I FUCKING HATE THIS BULLSHITS.

I just want to have fun. That's all. That's my last and only wish. I've predicted that I will die in a bad condition. Grant me that wish before something bad and worse going to happen to me. I'm a useless person in this world. And,before that happens,I want to do something good. A good deed. Yes,I want to. Take me there baby. I love you.

Take Care,
Yourself

MIRA
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