Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 2:52 PM
i fcukin dont know

it all happened starting from last Wednesday,12 Nov.

My class had a bbq at East Coast Park. It was raining,
and no matter how hard we tried to start the fire,it
still didn't work. Everything was fine at first when
I reached there. I just don't know why,on that day,
I was so damn pissed off with the rest.

AND INCLUDING MYSELF! ahhkk. I've planned everything
well,but I wasn't so lucky enough as what you think.
it rained and everything turned upside down. Planned to
tonn with friends. Then,changed plan,wanted to go to
bby's hse.

I don't know what happened,during the bbq,when there
was this group of guys were helping us to start the fire,
i went to these seat with my sweetstuffs;yenyi and faan!
and i don't know why,i suddenly fainted or something.
yeahhs,that was so so bad,everything got me screwed up that day.

"its okay,there's always a next time"

then,boyf beeped me,he said that something cropped up
at home,so,i can't go his hse,how saddenning?
planned to tonn,then,didn't feel like.
so,yy's dad helped send me back home. reached home,
talked to boyf.
ohh yes,i remembered,we did argued+quarelled
before i fainted. reached home,talked and i
apologised. boyfriend,i stil love you,i didn't
mean to do that.

"it's difficult having a love like this"

i cried all night,everything didn't
go out like it's planned. the next day,never
go training,so,in the morning,woke up
at ard 8.++am. messaged boyfriens,
"bby,i dint go for training today."

so,we talked that whole morning.
ahak! both didn't bath yet. ahak,

"bby,cute per prangai?"
&&
"bby,you make me go tra-la-la-la-la..."

we talked,and in the afternoon,my
dad vibrated me,as in sounded me,
alarmed me,shouted at me? i don't know.
he said-translated
"your grandmother has passed away."
i was like shocked out of my whole life!
my late grandmother stays at JB,M'sia.

so,that afternoon,we rushed to JB.
i was so damn shocked. God just want
to test me. And i know that,things happened
so fast,that I didn't realise
I'm only left with my another grandmother
on my mum's side;the only grandparent I have now

"So,guys,cherish what you have now,appreciated
what you have,and don't ask for more."

And,I know,in fact,I want you guys to know,
"death has no warning signs"
it happened too fast,too fast just too fast.

Now,I learned that,life is hard,but no matter what,
life still has to go on,no stopping. At first,I was
a bit reluctant,but then,I told myself,
"You need to go on."
And,I DID!

I tried to accept the facts.
And,I DID!

I tried to not stress myself.
And,I'M STILL TRYING!

yes,bby,with you by my side,
you keep me alive,i love you so much.
and that's for sure.

okay,went JB,overnight at my dad's house there.
next morning,woke up at ard 11.++,
near to afternoon,kana scolded/nagged?
by my parents,
"huh?! whr got young girl wake up so late?!"

ahak,it was almost lunch,but i ate my brunch.
haha! merapek kay. huhus. asked
the guardian of the house,a married couple.
the wife,go massaged me.

awhh,damn nice i tell you. arghhh.
in that air-conditioned room,
i screamed+shouted+painful!
ahhkk,she press me like damn pain
siol. haha,but nice,feeling so much better.
woots,she commented that my body is small?

"she gota be kidding me mann"

i replied lah,no i'm not,i'm
faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!
and that's for sure. aye. she laughed at me,
and she guessed it right! she knew I had
a boyfriend,because,she said,she can sense it by
looking at my body just like that. huhus.

hees :]
went to Wak Mah's house. walao,her hse super cantek.
lawa sioooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool.
woooooot,still got enough time to sleep sak. the place damn nice,
some more,its raining,cool what right? :]

i fcukin slept alott that two days,huhus.
serious,i'm so so getting fat.

okay,the next day,arrived S'pore.
msged boyfriend and we talked,
huhus. we were like,argghh.
no need say. "pte" twitts.
haha,i missed him truckloads siak.

reached home,talked to him again,
slept halfway,still got PB camp
the next day,havent pack anitin yet.
luckily,i woke up by myself
(without alarm clock u know!)
at 4.38am (i stil remember)
hahak,didin't panic,haha.
pack here,packed there.

straight away go bath,
then,off to school.
yeah! was superb early.
reached school at around7.30 am
okay,I know,this post is uber long.

BECAUSE,it's been a long time since
I posted. haha! let's now move on to my
experience through out the camp.

3D2N PREFECTORIAL BOARD CAMP 2008
Organised by the 57th EXCOS

*hellya! it totally rocked my socks!*

1st Day:

-early morning;debrief
-surrendered our valuables;that includes hp and etc
(okay,i swear,it was like hell without my hp for
that 3D2N,but I'm glad I survived without them)-weeeeeeeeeee!
-booked in to our bunk
-played games
-lunch
-played games again
-night walked to Queenstown Neighbourhood
Estate(don't know the name)and to this
block 48/49 with 40 storeys,climebed up
and down and walked back to school
-damn tired,reached school
-debrief
-washed up(last to bathe)
-sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
(i was fucking tired that i slept earlier
than the rest of the girls in the same bunk)

2nd Day:

-PT(not so tired)
-breakfast
-played games
-planned for ROD skit presentation
-went for amazing race
(to Great World City,VivoCity,
Queenstown IKEA,Tiong Bahru Plaza,
Anchorpoint)
-reached school,damn tired,
did last preparation
-ahak! buffet dinner!
-ROD night with sec 4&5 prefects
graduating around (was uber fun!)
-supper! (ate 2 tubs of choc ice cream!)
*ate with my group of course!*
-washed up(last to bathe again!)
-sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
(was fcukin tired,slept earlier than the rest again,
ahak,while they chatted about ghost stories,
which I didn't really bother to listen,haha!)

"bby,i'm gona get super fat,and i'm gona gain
weight,i swear! ahhhkkkkkkk!"

3rd Day:

-PT(huhus)
-breakfast
-area cleaning
-debrief at hall by Mr Kung
-prize presentation
-break camp (:
-HOME SWEET HOME

this year's annual PB camp theme-"PERFECT PREFECT"

yeahs! learned alot,gained new experience,
yes,and of course,to be a perfect prefect!

now,I officially come to the end of my post.
and,do tagg okay ppl?
love ya! mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs

"bby,every hour,every minute,every second,
every moment,i keep thinking of you,
and of course,i love you so much."

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