Firstly,HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
May you all prosper in the next second,minute,hour,day,week,month and year!
(And I'm so sorry if this wish is not on time? haha)

I'd like to thank Saidi gazilions for accompanying me by kind of texting me. Yay! Haha. Glad that I've got him as a companion,thanks eh Saidi? At least my countdown won't be boring. Sit at home,watch tv with no one's at home except for my parents. Pathetic kan? I know.

Oh and,it's a real sad thing cause I'll not have any handphone with me for don't know how long? And that means,I can't message people or vice versa,I can't call people or vice versa and,I can't check time. Grrr,any kindsoul to lend me one? Haha.
OMG,how am I going to live? (skali check,bnyk eh msg2,miss cal sume? haha,prasaan siak)

I've not revealed my resolutions,well. Here are they:
1) To follow my resolutions this year.
2) Lose 3kg by the end of the year.
3) Respect the elderly(s) more.
4) Keep myself single and unavailable(which Zhenyue has challenged me too for 1 yr?)
(i'l try my best yaw)
5) AND,I WANT TO SAVE MONEY TO BUY MY SLIPPERS BEFORE APRIL.
SAVE MONEY TO PURSUE MY PASSION. *saidi knows what's it*

Well,something happened on the 1st day. It started off my day with a not-THE-best-but-may-be-benefitting-both-parties solution. Well,that person who may/may not read this,you should know.

[tears]To that respective person:

Thanks for everything that you've given to me all these while. Your love,your care,your concern,and just everything that you've given to me. I really appreciated all those real much much. I won't forget the times we've spent laughing,smiling at each other,hugging,kissing,crying,quarelling,argueing and many more together. Deep inside my heart,I lve you still. Maybe it's fated that we can't be together. I apologise for every single tiny winy little bit of my wrongdoings. I really hope that you'll manage to find a better person than me and be happy with that person. I'm also sorry that all these while,you've not been receiving the real ones from me. I pray the best and the good for you. I'll keep in contact with you even the fact that we;re no longer together. But whatever happens,our relationship/friendship will still lasts,aren't I right? It's up for you to decide.

Goodbye my lover,you have been the one for me. Take good care of yourself baby,I lve you so much even up till now,I still couldn't accept the fact that we're not together. <3<3<3

"Will my 14 February still be celebrated with you as promised like before?"
I reallyreallyreally hope so.

"Will there be a 2nd chance for us to continue ever again?"
Which I reallyreallyreally hope that it will come by one day.

With lots of love:
myself{/tears]

Well,enough of all that. Now,back to my story. Today's the 2nd day of Year 2009,which means,the 1st day of school! OMG. haha. Which pathetically fell on a Friday? Haha. Realreal pathetic.

AHAK. OKAY,I had real fun on my 1st day of school! Didn't regret not coming to school,which I know,there's no way I can do that! Haha. Yeah,had to reach school by 7am! OMG. That's like really superfucking early siak. Haha,and I slept around 2 the same morning. Guess I'm just too excited? Haha.

Reached school and there was hardly anyone that I recognized! Haha. Pathetic asshole kan aku? Heehoh. Okay,I met Debra,that real damn irritating friend of mine. Haha. I met her first in the morning! And,it started off witha good mood. Cause y'knw why? I kept laughing and laughing non-stop the whole day. Haha. Like seriously okay. To every person that I saw,I waved and said HI! Haha. Some of them even asked me.

"Why are you so enthu?"

Me: "Cause I'm damndamn excited to meet all my friends! Haha." (jumped for joy)

And,each time I see a girl,whom I know and recognised,I would wave and we'd exchange hugs too! Haha. Has been a long time since I hug one? Laughed alot with ZhenYue,Debra,Vivian and Faan. But,I laughed most with Debra aka brabra! haha. Like seriously,she's like sitting in front of me. And,she made me laugh non-stop. (Rolling Onthe Floor Laughing) Haha. Kay,wasn't that a good start for the day,the year? Haha. My mood was real good today! A real good start.

Met new principal. Mrs Tan. Hehk,ble thn joker ah die tu. Heehoh. Well,I met everyone I want to meet. But,especially this sweetsoul,Farah. My alr-sec-4 senior this year. Haha,well,we always chat on the phone at night,meet and talk in school,and stuffs like that ah. She's my closest ah kan in school. Huhu. I lve her much much heh. I miss her hug! yay! Going to get that on Monday. FOR SURE. Grrr.
hahahah.

"come school on Monday tau. Hee."

And then,as usual,had training after school. OMG,I kind of laughed with Shi Ying,my ccamate+new classmate throughout the whole journey to McRitchie. We laughed like hell. And thus,it had given me stooomaccccchaccccheeee. Haha. Right from we started our meal,till the end,walked out of school(we've been the two at the back),being pangsai-ed by the rest ahead of us,walked towards the traffic light,waited,crossed,walked towards the bus stop,waited for the bus. Especiall at the bus stop,we laughed alot at that particular time. Cracked jokes like *speechless*. Haha. Serious,truth. Lo. But in the bus,both fell asleep due to tiredness. Haha.

Okay,training today was a hard one,like coach Markus said. Which was indeed a hard one! Huhu. We paddled 5 sets of 2km. Ahak. Every set is only 70-80% of our full strength. Ahak. Was damn hot siak. I felt a burn on my side face. I know. Like hell okay. Baked under the hot sun for like I think 3-4 hrs. Argh. Damn tired okay. The competition was damn tight between the girls and guys especially with the exception of Syafiq an Yuchen. ahak. I was the only pathetic asshole that paddled in a K1 throughout the sets. No partner boat for me as for now until don't know when. Haha.

And,now,I'm damn shagged,feel like dying after finished paddling. Mcm bodoh. Huga. last part,burst like hell cause Markus was beside me,really shouting at me to do these,yeah. Giving me support at the same time. heehoh. Thanks coach. And,dad scolded for reaching home late.

"kiwaaaaak,bukan aku main2 kat luar,aku train lah siak. pike aku ade bnyk sgt time purr(meow)?"

HAHA. AND IM SUCH AY HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY BITCH! Cause you all know why? It's because,I finally get the MT KK PICTURES after for so long! Siape tk happy siak? Haha. akuaku! heehoh. okay,will upload the pics soon. But not all cause it's freakin alot. I'll upload the nicer ones only yeah. haha :D

bye.

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