I'm SERIOUSLY
IN TOTAL DOUBTS!

I don't know. I shall not use the word stress, as I think it's very lousy and negative to use it. heehoh. Well,I know everyone's tired,busy,alot of responsibilities,have to sacrifice a lot and anything related to this(erm,what?) ahak! post.

Well,this is my blog,I've got the right to everything. Here,I release my stress,and everything nice! Well,I seriously don't know. I've been thinking about this since yesterday,which was my first higher malay class.

I've been sighing and sighing and thinking about this throughout since yesterday. Sec 2,the challenging year as we'll have streaming. "OMG" And,I know everyone's has got almost the same situation as me. But,I really need opinions to this.

You see,I've got higher mother tongue(hmt) class twice a week,every Wednesday and Friday which somehow clashes with my trainings. And then,I've got school programmes,and stuffs like that. I hardly have any rest every day. I can't slack,that's for sure. And,I really need someone to be guiding me throughout. Not all the time as in 24/7,but,yeah. When I need him/her?

I suppose,well,forget it. And,my hmt teacher asked me to give it a thought whether I'd like to continue with my class or not. But,yeah,despite the fact that I want to be a commited member for my cca,so,yeah. I know I've got to prioritise my studies first.

But,what has been bothering me all these while is,should I drop my hmt class?

Well,I'm kind of convince that I still want to continue,as being a hmt student has the advantages,right hamatang seniors? Yes,it's alot of sacrificing. And,I must really know how to divide my time well. Correct? I shall only concentrate on my studies and cca first. That should be all. Not more,not less.

And then,I'll try to challenge myself by yeah,(I myself should know). And then,I will try to not bother myself or make myself jealous or make myself go,OMG! whenever I see sweetsweet couples and hot guys(hehe)? And plus,I'm not suitable for all that anymore. Am I right? haha. Cause,I'm not like what they want. Haha,forget it. It's not as though I'm going to die right?
hellya!

So,I've made my decision I guess?

DECISION: To stay and not drop hmt class(unless they kick me out) and prioritise my studies,but at the same time,be commited to my cca.

that's all folks.

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