well,how shall I start my post? Haha,it started already. Haha. Alright,lets talk about yesterday from A all the way to Z. haha,if you think it's going to be draggy,I tell you,better stop reading? haha,in case you doze off in front of the computer reading? hahaha. how stupid? kay,let's continue.

I woke up at 4.00am,and used computer,and was superb happy to find out the exact website to get the songs I've been craving for all these while. Like happy gile to the max. and then,I delayed my time,and I hastily rushed to wrap the V.Day present in like within 5 mins? AND I MANAGE TO WRAP IT NICELY,okay. ROFL. and I got out of the house,saw the LRT reaching,kind of run faster,and I sweat like one roasted pig siak. bodo btol. I have more sweat glens? haha. whatever shit that was.

Haha,reached school for prefect's AGM,and Olivia and me were like together and partner for the day. We talked and crapped alot I tell you. Haha,girlfriends forevaaaas. haha,lmao. had real fun during the games. and,during the lecture,I almost fell asleep,but I didn't,eventually. Haha. goodgirl you know.

And this part,is the best thingy thang as the agenda! haha. it was exchange of V.Day gifts. We had to drew lots. The girls draw guys' names while the guys did vice versa. Haha. And,so,this is the part,macam cool or whaaaat? the guys drew the lots first,and how fast fire spread among them?! Afiq got my name. Haha. Then I was like paiseh ah. Then nevermind. then,iot was the girls' turn. It was a box,I just picked randomly,without seeing anything. And guess what? I got Afiq's name. Like whatthefuck?! haha. coolio kaaan? like,they were like wooooooow-INg at me/us? haha. like really I didn't expect it to happen. all of them were like - "that's what you call fate. woah!" haha. serious man. haha,so exchanged,cute sia his face when he gave me. and hellya,he's getting taller each day. and he bully me you know. stand beside me and compared our shoulder length. bastart pnye afiq! haha.

next,after agm,went to change and met shi ying and the clan. *im super pissed off with (insert name)* so,we were going vivo. like duhh,we've planned y'knw. don't you find it stupid? like,you're going vivo,and not always you're eating there,and then,you decide to luch at TBP instead? which like you can go there evryday after school? really stupid tau. grrr,but I'm glad at least Shi Ying and Felicia accompanied me there,if not,I'll be totally mad! darn you. V.Day and this is what I get? grrr. thanks to Felicia and Shi Ying,I lve you guys. and to (insert name) or whoever you are,let's just forget that incident alright. Don't brag about it anymore.
Talk here,finish it here. aka Cakap sini,Habis sini. haha. exchanged hugs with those two and a group hug too! haha.

and I saw freaking truckloads of people there! especially couples,with the girls either holding on to a bouquet of flowers or a rose,awww. how sweet? well,i'm not really that jealous. haha. yeah,and I saw Saidi. he and his girlfriend. ahak! she's freaking pretty laaaa kan. haha. talked for awhile as I was afraid I might disturb their V.day celebration. haha,both of them were eating ice-cream. kiwwaaaak,sweet gile siak. haha! and I exchanged hugs with his gf(insert name) haha. I've been exchanging hugs with like a lot of girls. haha. miss them i guess? huhu.

and then,I made this pleasant surprise or something? for fafa! haha. yeah,I wanted to make it up to her. and,coincidentally,she's going vivo as well. Haha,so faked a story. and taaadaaa! i met her. as well as liani. haha! yeah,i miss those two babes. but,idk why,but today,I tried my best to like talk to them and make them like cheerful,and they're like in no mood to talk to me. idk why,maybe I scrwed things up? oh shitass! met them and exchanged hugs. yoohoo! miss them real loads. we didn't really take a lot of pictures like usual. heh. idk why also? huhu. and i gave them V.Day gifts. well,its really simple but it's always a meaning behind those. I really love you guys okay. and oh yah! made new friends with Fatiha (is it?) ahak. she's pretty siolzxc. really! and such a sweetaye.

vivo,packed with alot of couplings ESPECIALLY. but also solos in groups? haha. look look around,walked around. saw alot of familiar faces. but didn't really manage to tego them. huhu. omgeeez. nike air max totally super coolio! grrr. I wish I could get a pair,too bad. I can't. heh,it really suits those guys. like lawaaaaa,bodo! haha. haha,and yeah. chat here and there. at least,I manage to meet fafa,and that's real enough for me. i felt damn guilty siolzxc. like totally seriously. and yeah,I really sympathise liani. sorry,I didn't manage to make you really happy. same goes to fafa.

lastly,when we were about to go home,we had to go to different bus stops,so yeah,it was damn emotional or shall i say,sentimental? it really touched and moved me yeah? hee. exchanged hugs and group hugs truckloads of times. and I cried,really. idk why. so did liani,but fafa wasn't. how strong is she on the inside? huhu. and liani told me that it has been a long time since she last hugged someone? huhu. ey,she's tall siaaaak. i had to tip toe you know. haha. really. pathetic kaaan mira? haha. and i cried again. and suddenly,fafa took out something and gave it to me. woooow! ape lag? i cried again. cos I didn't expect those to happen. hee. was damn touched okay. cried while walking alone to bus itc.

ahak,and sorry fafa,can't accompany you all the way to boon lay. I had something back at home. sorry truckloads ey. and,yeah. haha! well,and sorry to liani and fafa that I failed to make you guys happy like usual. really sorry. i love you guys alot.

speciall to liani and faddie:

stay strong,don't fall. cause if you fall,it's not easy to get up alone,true? i may not really know how it feels like to be in your shoes,but i've went through such times before. persevere and move on.

(adapted from the song Just Stand Up)
don't give up,
through it all,
just stand up! :D

i know it maybe very hard on you guys,but,you've got to really move on. you can't just depend on one? no matter how much you love that person,sometimes,we've got to really sacrifice. so,cheer up! keep smiling! be optimistic! it's not the end yet. go on and do whatever you want! you're free to do whatever you want. girlfriends still rock your socks,don't they? hee :]

take care alright? hee

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