alright,its been only 4 days since I updated? Haha. First,I'm lazy to switch on the computer. Second,I'm tired with daily routines. Third,my schedule's tight now. Forth,I've not much things or in fact nothing to blog about! Haha. How pathetic is mira maaaan? HAIYO.

Many things have happened through out these 4 days I've not been blogging online. And,I somehow screwed something up last night due to some reasons. Let's start from whatever I remember to whatever I forgot (what nonsense?).

Yeah,I really am having great fun in secondary school despite the fact that each one of us has our own busy+tight/un-busy+loose schedule? Haha. I'm starting to make myself a nuisance here? haha. Sometimes I wish I could be a writer whom can express and explain the things happening around her,around the world! Though I quite enjoy going to school though how tired and sleepy I can get,I still keep on telling myself to just persevere. Everytime I feel like falling asleep in class,I would remind myself not to. Cause,if there's a will,there's a way! -that's the way people!

And,I have never regretted coming to GESS now cause I've found alot of good opportunities. Good opportunities that one will not waste! And because I never regretted it,so does me joining canoeing. I'm not trying to be emotional/passionate towards canoeing,but,I'm just telling you guys what has joining canoeing made a difference in my life.

Like other CCAs,discipline especially is the important key in achieving something. Cause if you don't,you'll suffer. Serious,I've felt myself changing. Canoeing has taught me to be more disciplined in terms of studies and taking pride in work. Canoeing widens my thinking of the world surrounding me. Canoeing has changed me in terms of the way I think about things,how I take things(be it easy or hard),how I handle things. Really! Canoeing has really made a difference in my life. I'm more determined in doing things. I'm starting to appreciate people,things. I'm growing to become who knows how to distinguish right from wrong. And not forgetting,to prioritise things! Ahak. Canoeing have helped me alot. Thanks to the teachers and coaches and ccamates for helping me to go through my thick and thin.
-gess canoeist owns

Well,as usual,tests are coming up,and everyone's starting to get stressed. ahak,I like it! Haha,it seems weird though. But,I love to think and think. I still remember Lexus'(my classmate) advice. "Think of how to do it carefully and not copy from others." It had somehow worked on me? Haha. And,talking about classmates,I now have a twin tower!

they are...

JEREMY WIDJAJA & MIN FENG!
haha,they're really tall dudes?/hunks?
haha,they've got nice pacs,but min feng's nicer.
(omgeez,i did touch those hot pacs of his,damn! nice siolzxc)

Since I've been having recess with the sec 1s nt&na students,I've kind of made new friends with them. I've yet to know more. Haha! Soon alright? haha,they're really nice people. And,I realise that the girls are like bigger in size as compared to the boys. even some of them are bigger than me. mcm wtf? gerek or whaaat? haha. coolio! haha. I managed to made friends with Darrion,Yue Quen(not sure of the spelling),Husnul,Faris,Hugh(or sth lidat?) and more on the list! haha. As for the ones in canoeing that I met during recess,we managed to clique and go along quite well. And I hope that this goes on till the end. Insya'Allah

And,as per usual,trainings,training for upcoming competitions. Oh hellya! Haha,tired,but,even if so,I'm trying my very best to keep up to the expectations,balance everything well. haha. And,during the last tuesday water training,that hottaye whom I think have graduated from republic poly came. And they were the chinese guy and Hairul. haha,the chinese one is HOT. Haha. burning siolzxc. Haha. and the whole team knows that I said him hot,even the coach! and they teased me with him,mcm wtf kaaan? grrr. haha.

Last but not least. It's for a special someone which I love very much. To that dedicated person,I hope you're reading this,even if not so,then it will only be up for display then. (currently eating rice with sotong! haha! at night ey?)

Lve,

I apologise for what happened last night. I really didn't mean to say all those,truth. I guess I was just too tired that I said all that to you. I know and I admit that I've hurt you alot. I seriously don't want everything to turn out this way. It just happened too fast. I did that without thinking,I admit it that it's my fault. I'm sorry and my sincere apology. I know that to you,I'm just not changing. But,how long can I wait? I'm not complaining,but only asking. You got your happiness,and I'm really happy for you. I just want you to know that I really love you up to this day. I may not know how to express my true love towards you. I would give it a thought each day whether will that one day come true for me,with the fact that you've got your real happiness now,and I see you am really happy about it. I don't know. I'm confused. Is our relationship in doubts? Or am I just contradicting myself? I don't know. If you're reading this,I'd really hope you'd reply me cause I've been waiting and waiting all day long. Waiting for your calls,you won't call. Alright,I understand your situation. Last long,I'll be right here waiting for you.

With lve(s),
mira.

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