well,things just didn't go well or right for me just now,in the morning. had my finals in K1 500m event. and,seriously,i didn't feel like i was on earth. i was not pushing myself too hard. like seriously. my mind was somewhere else i guess? oh no.
and my mentality strength has dropped. argh. this is so not right. i've got to get my feelings back.

andand coach said,i still can do something to it,if ireally want to win badly for national inter-school canoeing championships. like i screwed everything up just now. like super damn fuking screwed up. and oh well,before i told hidayat anything,he seems to know what went wrong with my race. he said that my mind was somewhere else. and,truthfully! it is. gags.

well,true enough,he's been attending bike races,i bet he knows how i am feeling. buhus. haha. and i have been messaging him since just now till i fell asleep halfway. i dont know why. i just tend to talk about my sports life so much to guys. like i don't know? it feels so fun sharing with them these kind of stuffs? haha.

ohh well,abg was practically mad when i woke up. and he just bang here and there. short tempered btol dier. haha :D tetap abg aku. haha. he was just totally mad at anything infront of him. be it small little stuffs. haha.

and,that lil cute baby is at faddie's house. ohh my,the house is really darn quiet without him. gaggs. haha :D i cant figure out how it would be when he grows up and becomes a very handsome guy? haha.



just now,i was thinking of him,and sure enough,he texted me on the dot. like whatthehell? haha. coolio. i miss texting with this guy though. haha. despite the fact that i texts him almost everyday. well,wad rini said might be true,

some people,you just enjoy by just messaging with them without meeting up. cause,if both meet up,and,you know,both parties will have their own impressions on each other. so,if one is unhappy with the other and decides to stop messaging/contacting,so,like wasted right? so yeah. let it be if we won't meet up. haha :D righteous? i mean for the sake of suddenly not stopping to contact. gaggs.

alright. i shall end my post with a full stop then

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