argh. this whole week,i hardly have any time to go online and stuffs. been busy and tired and shagged and what else? yesyes. righteous. have trucks of things to say? but i shall sum it up and cut it short. i shall only tell the days when i just feel so down.

WEDNESDAY was just a total suckass for me. like freaking please,i swear. i was just too pissed off with everyone. my emotions were controlling me,wouldn't it? had literature period,and for not doing homework,i got 2 demerit points. gaahhs. it was a big deal for me of course! my group and i had screwed up the literature blog,and now,for that,i got 2 demerit by mrs tee. thanks. the first teacher to do so,eh no,the first one was mrs yoga. haha.

and also,i couldn't take it when someone is trying to joke around with me,but it turned out to be me,getting too irritated. and,i've been very vulgar this whole week in class especially. for very little small things,i will throw tantrums? grr. paranoid i shall say. righteous?

and this day was April fools' day. and thanks,early in the morning,i've been fooled by amanda. thanks eh. i love you so much. haha. this was the part which screwed up almost everything? that whole day,i didn't felt like doing anything,seriously not in the moood.

after recess,actual plan was all the 3 exp classes changes class. like e.g,2F change with 2E,2E change with 2G and 2G change with 2F. so,everything was mixed up. we were very excited to make the teachers surprised for having seen some pupils not supposed to be in that class to be in that class the teacher is in. haha.

and so,until.. UNTIL,kevink came..
jeng3.. everyone rushed to their own seats.
and the whole class went silent.

BOLD is kevink.

K : what is the commotion all about? why do i see 2F pupils here? what are you people doing here?

everyone kept quiet as we didn't want to create more trouble.

K : where are the 2F pupils? why are you here? (angry voice)

suddenly,the hero of the day saved our souls. SOS please,someone dial chris. haha/

C : erm,we just wanted to fool the teachers.

K : you want to do this kind of thing,do not attract attention,but now,you've attracted my attention.

and he just walked off. and as he walked off,everyone started talking out loud with one another. like wth? everyone blamed him for spoiling everything. haha. stupidzxc siak. eventually the teachers found out,and there goes our plan. yesyes. wouldn't you be mad at him too?

as for THURSDAY was not really that bad but it was quite bad afterall. ohh crap! contradicting. went for gym training. and oh yah! i remembered that i was pump-ed by (insert name) for saying badword to him. okay,i admit it it's my fault. but i just couldn't control it. it wasn't on purpose la. mcm seriously. i;m not the type who like to mock at people using vulgar language. sorry eh,so totally not me. and indeed it wasn't me. everything is just a conspiracy to me? i'm living in denial,that's for sure. argh.

i got back home,thinking of doing the blog,but i was only given a while to use the computer. so,and yah. to my surprise,i got a message from ms foo saying that i've not handed in my elearning worksheet. and that just totally pissed me off. i mean who doesn't? i handed in the thing and she said i didn't. and if she didn't receive mine,we'll get ZERO/golden egg. i was damn mad at that time,but i tried to control myself.

and yay! cause finally,we got the new ez-link card which was after for so long,then they gave us the new one. stupidzxc. and worst thing was,the picture,they used the primary sch photo which totally suck core. eeewwww. disgusting la my face that time. i dont like. can i get a change of the picture? like right now? argh. :/ mad.

even i looked happy on the outside,everything just seem very wrong for me. it was midinight then,when i just couldn't take it anymore,i cried,cried my heart out alone in the bedroom. yesyes,i cried. and to make things worse,when i did that,mum was mad at me suddenly just because i cried? oh freaking please,can't she like ask me nicely? at least i can tell her what is bothering me right. she gave me that respond telling me that she doesn't bother to listen at me at all. what shitzxc huh? forget it. slept at 1am. cause of crying. yesyes.

finally,FRIDAY,marks the end of the week. high-5 i guess? haha. no way. i'm so totally not in the mood to do so. what i know next is,to realise my mistake this week,and not to repeat them again as the new week opens. yesyes. really,it just totally wasn't me. like seriously. don't you guys realise it? i wasn't myself. i caould feel it. really.

and recess,was sounded by that kevink,thanks ahr. he just spoiled my day by making everything more worse alright. grrr. i've had enough of talking about him in my blog. wasting my energy and space here. truth? shouldn't entertain this kind of people. hahahhahhaha.

in conclusion(siap dengan conclusion lagi,mcm nk enter writing competition la pulaknye),i just find that this week just totally suck,like seriously. paranoid i guess? ohh ohh yesyes. or am i having PMS? gaggs. i wasn't myself totally. easily get mad at some stupid small things. yesyes. argh.

take care. :/

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