hiii everyone! BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! HAHAHHA. i really dont know how to start off my post now!! but,since i've already typed out a few words,i'm kind of on track of starting this post right? HHAHHA. oh well,this week has been a blast! i've been going out consecutively till to the extend im hardly ever at home. HAHHAHA. for this week. and dad's been nagging,so does MUM. "adik ni,tak tau nak duduk rumah,slalu je kluar,kate aje cuti." -> direct translation "you ah,dont know how to sit at home,always go out,then you call this holiday."
aiyamaaak!

ANYWAY. on a nicer note,im still kind of happy cos i get to avoid myself from all these things happenings at home. like seriously. and as you know,or maybe,nobody knows,or maybe some. okay,so main point is there's this family currently staying in the same house as me temporarily. and at first,it's just this old couple and their last son. BUUUUUUUT! -anti climax sikit.. now there's two of their grandchildren coming in. WTF ah. and it is said that the father would come pick them up next day after they come here. BUT it's like more than what is expected ah!

WOAH,and im so effed up. my freedom at home,is now restricted. SOOOOO MUCH! i mean like,goodness sake! they're not even blood-related to us or in other words,they're still strangers to us. OH MY. this sucks ah. and these two grandchildren have a tendency of keep staring and looking at every step i take,at whatever i do. DAMN IRRITATING ah please. you like being scrutinised at? the feeling of being stalked? something like that ah. AND WORSE CASE,they're living for the next-i-dont-know-how-many-days! WOAAAAAAAAH. days? maybe weeks or maybe months or i dont know! WAH LAUUUU.

and its serious. i mean like,its to the extend that my feelings are gradually changing from okok to hatred. frankly speaking. and gooodness sake! those two lil kids came in,out of nowhere,as in,nobody in this house-the owners especially knew about them coming in and temporarily staying with us. and mu dad still got the cheek to say "takpela. biar dorg tinggal sini. skola start lagi lambat. makanan ade banyak,saye baru gi pasar" to the grandma. ALAMAAAK. aku dengan abang punya darah up. you tell me who doesnt?! outsiders,and they're treating them so nicely. KIMAAAK,ni mcm punya orang senang pijak kepale ah kalau kasi muke sangat. lagi2 anak2 dia. sial ah,tengah susah tau nak carik. tengah senang2,enjoy ah,hurray2.

Astaghfirullahala'zim. Sesungguhnya sabar itu separuh daripada iman. I really dont know until when i've/we've got to put up with this. i still got a family. FREEDOM so much restricted!

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