WOAAAAAAAAAAAAH. im really getting irritated and is on the verge of exploding. with everything,everyone! seriously,i mean it this time round. it couldnt possibly be pms or whatsoever la,but,it may be possible too? okay,so much of a contradicting statement. tenenenenet. HAHAHAHAH. okay,self-cheeringup ah i guess.

and at this moment,when i needed the person to talk to the most,apparently,the person isnt there or it just disappeared. i really really have no mood man. im faking a happy face,arent i? okay,please la,i just need to be understood. i mean,you should know how's my situation like right now. it's difficult cause i can't really afford so much time outside. and they're being dependent on me. like what the hell ah. think again,im 14. thinking about all these adult stuffs are really abit annoying sometimes.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. effed up. totally.