hi all. amazingly tonight,i'm really really being patient with my internet surfer despite the fact that it has been lagging since the first time i used it as of today. hoho,MERRY CHRISTMAS! hahaha. sorry,i apologise for my randoism. muahahhaha.

anyway,i had to stay at home today which would mean that i couldnt go for the bbq today :( i miss you guys :) so many things corrupted. like seriously,like i've said before,i've been thinking really deeply. something related with myself of course,heh. who here would want or like to be addressed as a hypocrite? definitely not right,EXACTLY.

sometimes i just wish all of them would really really understand why i'm like this. or in fact,why i turned out to be like this. i freaking want to know the reason why ah. i dont want or even wish all these to happen. who would want to in the first place? it's kind of irritating if people keep on pestering you about your attitute and behaviour and stuffs. of course you'd want to rebel or something ah.

i just want to have a good life,its mine,even if its bad,i'd want to get a way out or just improve it! i dont want to live in a life like this. full of hatred,insecurity,bad feelings,pessimism,lies. you want? I CERTAINLY DONT WANT TO. it's so frustrating plus it's seriously going to affect your future la definitely. you life,your career. whatever it is,im typing right from the bottom of my heart. i type whatever that i think i want to type.

nobody knows what future has for us but we can like you know work hard and be patient and get ourselves near to Him as much as we can which i think that'd be the best of the best solution :) Ya Allah,berikanlah aku semangat yang sesungguhnya bagi menghadapi liku-liku kehidupan ini. Amin.

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